I can't believe it.
This week is my last week as a Freshman in college.
After countless hours of studying, pledging, and the lack of sleep, it all comes down to one last week of work and one day of finals.
Times just going by way too quickly.
By this time next year, I could possibly be on my way to pharmacy school, and virtually into the real world.
I'm scared as shit. I'm not going to sit here and pretend I'm not.I still remember my first day of High School all too vividly. It was just yesterday that I was sitting around my living room making mailboxes for delegates, forget going to graduate school.
Am I even ready?
I just don't know..
I feel like I'm still too young, but I came here for a reason, to graduate young.
The friends I've made, the brotherhood I've joined, I feel like I won't be here long enough to fully experience it.
Justin has told me before that being a 2+3, it goes by way too quickly.
I never really believed him cause at the time, I was always busy with exams or something, and it seemed like Freshman year would never end.
But as the last week is approaching, his words could not have resonated more and more.
This is how I felt when I woke up this morning.
This is how I felt as I walked to the UC to eat with Jarrett.
But when we sat down to eat, Justin was right there with us, asking us how studying was going and just checking up on us, as he usually does.
It really just put me at ease.
For some reason, I just kinda knew that everything would be alright.
After our little breakfast, it was off to the races to get a good spot at the library. Off to study so that I have that opportunity to cross over to Pharmacy school, and join the rest of my brothers.
Back to the daily grind for one more week.
One more week..
Till next time guys.
Take care.
-Darrel
P.S. I guess I never really got a chance, and I highly doubt he reads this, but Justin Seo, I owe you the biggest thank you thus far for everything at Pacific. You've been looking out for me even before I joined KY up till now, and for that I am truly grateful.
5.05.2010
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