Late night musing.

In an instant, it was all over.

Done before it even started.

"So it's settled, nothings ever gonna happen?"
"yeah..."


All because of school...all because of fucking distance.
I think it's complete bullshit that we're throwing it all away.

We'll continue being friends, knowing that it's all it's ever going to be.
Just friends.

I'm sitting here, waiting for the sun to rise so that I can start a new day.
I've only seen the sun rise 3 times in my life. Those 3 times were on the 3 Thursday nights at camp. It marked the end of a special week in my life.
I guess today's marks the end of me never being able to see one with you.

I've liked you for the past 2 got damn years, and it all ends with you telling me again that long distance is too hard.

I guess you finally telling me to let go is hitting me harder than I thought...

You were right though..
I do keep a lot of things to myself. You know me better than anyone else.
I keep shit like this to myself cause you mean too much to me.
And you'll probably never know how I really feel.

Till next time..
Take care.

-Darrel