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I don't know what to think anymore.


I've been stuck between whether or not I should sign my name on the dotted line or not for the past week or so.

Every time I've mustered up the courage to walk over the bridge and put my name down, I end up backing down right before the pen hits the paper.

Every time I think about not signing, I think about how I might make the biggest mistake of my life.


People always say grades and pledging never go together.
I've had at least 12 bro's tell me otherwise today.
I've had my roommate and floormates give me the pro's and con's of both sides of the field.
I've had my real bro tell me that it was all up to me.

I've never been so uncertain about something in my life.
This is my future I'm fucking with.
But alas, at 1:37 in the morning, I think I've come to a decision.

What I see in Kappa Psi is similar to what I saw in the Red Cross.
A chance to advance my community while advancing myself and my bro's.
If I stay focused, things will come through for me, it's how it's always been.

By 4:00 P.M. tomorrow, everyone will know what I decide.
Let's hope it's not the wrong choice.
Don't fail me now...



till next time..
take care guys.