hmm..

I'm at a crossroads with life.

I don't know where I'm headed.
I don't know where I actually belong.
I don't know who I really am at this point.


I miss who I used to hang out with, but things have changed, and alas

I find myself just doing nothing during this summer that was supposed to rejuvenate me for next semester.
It was supposed to bring everything back to how it used to be.


Nope.
Summer's done nothing of the sort.

I want to go back up, but at the same time I want to stay down south to see what happens.

Maybe I need to let go of the past.
Is this a situation I usually overanalyze?
Yeah, probably.
Am I usually right?
Yes, indeedy.

Is that why I can usually let go of things and never really think twice about it again?
Yup.

Is this the fond farewell from High school that I should've done a long time ago?
Possibly...

something just keeps me holding on.
I just need to figure out what..

hmm...



ps. My Watch-How-I-Met-Your-Mother-till-4-A.M. buddy. She's awe, wait for it, some. Awe, actually quite a lot. miss you mish.


till next time,
take care guys.

-Darrel